-Through The Blurred Lines*

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Fri, 09 Mar 2012 12:44:03 -0500

Am I better off a quitter?

Mon, 07 Nov 2011 12:59:02 -0500

My most recent ex is a serial cheater. I left him yesterday. The twist? I am three months pregnant with his baby. I love the boy, I really do but I am starting to think I’d be better off being a single mom than to constantly feel broken and worthless. I had to face the facts last night while I laid alone in my bed. My best friend is hundreds of miles away, I am alone in this…and even though it hurts to admit I do love that boy. I don’t think I’ll go back to him though, but I never wanted my baby to come from a broken home like I did.

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Sun, 06 Nov 2011 14:38:18 -0500

What is going on with you and Danny. He's been all weird o.o are you guys fighting again?

Fri, 02 Sep 2011 11:50:56 -0400

I guess you could call it that. :/ It’s pretty on and off right now.

Isles & Glaciers | Cemetery Weather

Tue, 09 Aug 2011 01:03:43 -0400

Isles & Glaciers | Cemetery Weather

gephydrophobia: (by julie kwon.)

Sun, 07 Aug 2011 20:13:42 -0400

gephydrophobia:

(by julie kwon.)

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Sun, 07 Aug 2011 20:07:34 -0400

And I wonder how it started, how we became so cold hearted.

Sun, 07 Aug 2011 20:06:26 -0400

You said it was me, only me. That was a lie straight to my face. You also said I wouldn’t be okay without you. You were right that time. I am not okay. I am amazing, free, loved, happy, careless and downright blissful. All you are and will ever be is a cheater, liar, heart-breaker and cheap thrill. I gave you my all, but it wasn’t enough, but it’s okay, I’m alright.

And HE doesn’t think I love him, that’s okay with me. I know how I feel, and I know love. Let him think, let him walk away and let him heal. Someday he’ll realize that I do love him. Him as a whole, but for now, I’ll let go hoping for the moment he realizes.

Then there is the boy who stole my heart in the blink of an eye. It was unexpected but so right. He makes me feel whole, and worth something. Nobody will understand, and that’s alright by me, because we both know this is real.

I understand people will walk in and out of my life, but what I can’t understand is why it’s gotta be in such a destructive way.

Threes.

Tue, 02 Aug 2011 02:26:44 -0400

I am in love with three people. And yes, love. Not like, lust or anything else. LOVE.

Danny Otto, Ricky Phillips and a person who will not be named yet, because SHE doesn’t know.

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Mon, 25 Jul 2011 12:13:23 -0400

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Mon, 25 Jul 2011 12:13:19 -0400

The Only Exception.

Mon, 25 Jul 2011 12:09:11 -0400

Sometimes now, I don’t think I believe in love. The fact that two people could be together forever and be happy and faithful seems unreal. Then I see you. You are everything I am not. You are kind and forgiving. You are composed and beautiful. Most of all you are sensible. I know I can’t have you and that’s fine, I just want you to know I love absolutely everything about you. I love your flaws and masterpieces. Kayy? (: Just had to put it out there.

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Fri, 22 Jul 2011 01:06:39 -0400

The person I reblogged this from should know that they're beautiful.

Fri, 22 Jul 2011 01:03:30 -0400

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Thu, 21 Jul 2011 22:18:51 -0400

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Thu, 21 Jul 2011 22:18:48 -0400

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Tue, 19 Jul 2011 18:05:45 -0400

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Tue, 19 Jul 2011 18:05:42 -0400

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Tue, 19 Jul 2011 18:05:39 -0400

This diamond ring on my hands the only good thing that came from that man.

Tue, 19 Jul 2011 18:04:14 -0400

SINGLE!

I ran for my life from that relationship. Now I have one more problem. If I believed in soulmates, I swear my best friend is mine.

But still, I can finally breathe now (: I am so happy I don’t have to deal with that bullshit anymore. (: